GUYS!

Please, please help me, i dont have any idea what to do. Kay so you kno how i'm going out with that guy, jacob, well, right now, i think i'm going to break up with him. I mean him and my friend marie are like this *imagine my fingers crossed, moving in unison*. well that is seriously how they are, because when they start talking, its like the world stops around them, and it is just them two. Well i'm sure that they like each other, so why not just break up with him? Well thats alot harder then it sounds, becuase i know this is weird, but i LOVE him. I really love him. More then you could ever understand. The thing is though, tha ti dont even know if we are still going out. I mean, him and marie talk like none other, and i'm like in the corner watching in my despair. And another thing is that hes like all hugging everyone in the whole school, and i'm like, sitting in the corner taking in all of my despair, and he doesn't even care! i mean, what is this!? ok well, i'm too sad right now to blog so...

Your lover,
Melisa